. Deep . Future .

Assalamualaikum...

Seronok rasanya bila dapat jumpa mak ayah dan jugak si dia pada hari yang sama. Bahagia je rasa hidup ni. Hiksss. By the way congrates to my lil sister dapat sambung belajar kat UiTM Arau, Perlis. Selamat menjadi warga UiTM dan jugak warga Perlis. Belajar rajin-rajin kat sana.

Lepas habiskan masa dengan mak ayah kat Perlis satu hari, tiba masa untuk dorang pulang ke Selangor. They dropped me kat USM and drive back to Tg. Karang. Have a safe journey mak and ayah :)

Sampai je USM dan selamat ber bye-bye dengan mak ayah tadi, terus bersiap-siap ke 'Pulau'. Two weeks waiting is just long enough for me. Almost one hour driving, sampai la ke Bayan Lepas and I met him there. This time it's very different. We had a very deep conversation. About our future together. I'm glad si dia dah bagitau bakal mak about us and niat to get engaged. I am extremely happy about this. Siapa tak happy woii kalau bakal mak dah approve. Tapi bakal mak kata tunggu habis recruit dulu baru la further discuss about this matter. So now maybe I should start to give hints to mak and ayah about this matter.

He talked about job, house, transportation and other things. He did know lots of thing which I'd never think about. Now that I'm sure he is really serious about us. I once asked him, 'agak-agak mak awak nampak ke yang kita serious?'. He replied with simple answer, 'kalau tak serious, orang tak bawak awak jumpa'. Deep.

Age of twenties really make us think more about our own future. I just gotta know my cousin same age with me baru je bertunang a few weeks ago. Mak kata takpe la yang cepat, cepat; yang kemudian, kemudian. Dah jodoh :) That's right. Jodoh is in HIS hand. Kalau betul si dia tu jodoh, nothing will ever stop us from being together. Tapi kalau sebaliknya, there maybe a hikmah and we must redha because HE knows the best for us. That's it. I pray and hope I am in a right path. Pray for me that he is the right one for me. Maybe its too early but who knows? I love being loved by him and I know I'm still young to talk about future but I don't know. It just happen.

I really hope that he is the right one for me.

If I'm wrong, please tell me in any way so that I'm not falling for him.

I really hope I can be a better person so I can be a good daughter, wife and mother.

I am not sure about any of this but I know we're never be ready until we've been in the situation ourselves.

Strength please be with me.

15/06/2014