. Deep . Future .

Assalamualaikum...

Seronok rasanya bila dapat jumpa mak ayah dan jugak si dia pada hari yang sama. Bahagia je rasa hidup ni. Hiksss. By the way congrates to my lil sister dapat sambung belajar kat UiTM Arau, Perlis. Selamat menjadi warga UiTM dan jugak warga Perlis. Belajar rajin-rajin kat sana.

Lepas habiskan masa dengan mak ayah kat Perlis satu hari, tiba masa untuk dorang pulang ke Selangor. They dropped me kat USM and drive back to Tg. Karang. Have a safe journey mak and ayah :)

Sampai je USM dan selamat ber bye-bye dengan mak ayah tadi, terus bersiap-siap ke 'Pulau'. Two weeks waiting is just long enough for me. Almost one hour driving, sampai la ke Bayan Lepas and I met him there. This time it's very different. We had a very deep conversation. About our future together. I'm glad si dia dah bagitau bakal mak about us and niat to get engaged. I am extremely happy about this. Siapa tak happy woii kalau bakal mak dah approve. Tapi bakal mak kata tunggu habis recruit dulu baru la further discuss about this matter. So now maybe I should start to give hints to mak and ayah about this matter.

He talked about job, house, transportation and other things. He did know lots of thing which I'd never think about. Now that I'm sure he is really serious about us. I once asked him, 'agak-agak mak awak nampak ke yang kita serious?'. He replied with simple answer, 'kalau tak serious, orang tak bawak awak jumpa'. Deep.

Age of twenties really make us think more about our own future. I just gotta know my cousin same age with me baru je bertunang a few weeks ago. Mak kata takpe la yang cepat, cepat; yang kemudian, kemudian. Dah jodoh :) That's right. Jodoh is in HIS hand. Kalau betul si dia tu jodoh, nothing will ever stop us from being together. Tapi kalau sebaliknya, there maybe a hikmah and we must redha because HE knows the best for us. That's it. I pray and hope I am in a right path. Pray for me that he is the right one for me. Maybe its too early but who knows? I love being loved by him and I know I'm still young to talk about future but I don't know. It just happen.

I really hope that he is the right one for me.

If I'm wrong, please tell me in any way so that I'm not falling for him.

I really hope I can be a better person so I can be a good daughter, wife and mother.

I am not sure about any of this but I know we're never be ready until we've been in the situation ourselves.

Strength please be with me.

15/06/2014

It's 16th MAY guys !

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY

to all who being a teacher to me and to other kids in this whole world :)

Especially all the teachers whom taught me the real meaning of life from the beginning of my life until now

First of all, of course thanks to my PARENTS whom the best teacher for me

who has taught every single thing about life

always be there and never let me be scared alone

Thanks to SuperMAK and AwesomeAYAH

Both of you are the best teacher for me :)

Then, I started my school days as early as 5 years old

until 6 years old, that was a really young age

During that time, I played, I ate and even slept really well

Hope that time can be rewind

So...

Thanks to teachers from Tadika Kemas and Taski Abim An-Nur Tg Karang

for giving me opportunity to PLAY :)

Primary school started and I started to know more about life

I did homework, did lots of exercises and even went to tuition class

I started to know people, tried to get friend

and yes that was the period when I've made many friends

Joined many tournament and received certificate

All those experiences thanks to teachers from

SK Batu 9 Jalan Bomba :)

Next chapter of my life was flipped

It was Secondary school

I am quite loyal cause I've stayed there for 5 year (WOW!)

I learnt to be matured and knew how to handle people

I learnt who I need to depend to, who the real friends are

Myself; so much got change along my years there

I knew the meaning of a few words

Loyal, Happy, Sad, Trust, Promise, Hardwork and etc

I also learnt so many things that cant be expressed by word

To appreciate those things that I learnt

Thanks to all teachers from SEMASHUR :) 

Without them, I may not be the person I am being right now

I got a break then, and join an army

I was in National Service Camp

There, I met someone special to me

I learnt to protect myself and country

I had so much fun while trying my best to be the best

Thanks to all the teachers or trainers or couches of

Kem Kepimpinan PLKN Segari :)

for teaching me meaning of patriotism and let me met Him 

The toughest part of my life will start soon

I've entered university life

From foundation, I went to Bachelor's degree

It is now!!

Thanks to all the lecturers of

UiTM Puncak Alam and

USM Engineering Campus

for the life I have right now

I tripped, fell and stand

and trip again, fell again and stand again

That's how I live but I'm glad with it

This is how human need to survive

I'm trying really hard to be the best

I hope I can be a person until the end of my breath :)

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY !!

On-Going Operation

This is the situation in Operation Room

*Unsensored*

I really hope my baby can survive

Please be strong

and come back with your memory

Surgeon: Dr. Hanif Zin,

3rd year Mechanical Student

This is after the casing being opened

Need to tore a bit to get the screw

After the disk is found

Operation is still on-going

Hope my baby to get well soon

*Praying*

Postponed

Assalamualaikum

Picture trip to L-Island has successfully handed by Ms. Haziqah last Friday

However due to some technical problem,

the story will be done a little bit later

My little baby just got a disease called the death

It produces a click-click sound

which means its lifespan is just until that time

My feeling right now is just soooooooooo sad

Tears almost pour on my face

Then I told myself, this is what we call 'Ujian'

Try to coorperate with this and 'Usaha' more

That's why I've tried my best asking my friend

since I'm not a pro in this hardware field

Dear my baby,

Please get well soon

Dr. Hanif Zin currently operates my baby

Hope it will be fine

Baby, please recover soon ya !

John Legend - All Of Me

Assalamualaikum

This song catches my attention when I first heard it

Its deep. Seriously the lyric makes me wave even more

Love it. Recommended !

[Verse]

What would I do without your smart mouth

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out

Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Bridge]

My head's underwater

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus]

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

[Verse]

How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you

[Bridge]

My head's underwater

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus]

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of you, ohohoh

[Bridge]

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all though it's hard

[Chorus]

Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you

I give you all of me

And you give me all, of you, ohh