Again and again and again

Have you ever feel how hard it is to know the person you knew doesn't remember you, even a bit?

Pain

Hard

Sad

Angry

The disappointment is really huge. But we need to bear for it. Just for a little more time.

My first time I met her, it was during my presentation in my first year. I present about CASPER the kind ghost. On that time, I wasn't really prepared since it was my first presentation. However, she said I presented well and I will get an A solid. I was happy and glad on that time.

this is casper and his uncles

Then, I met her again on my third year. There's one time we need to do a group discussion and our group decided to present about greed in our society. It was a great topic since it happens in the reality. I've become a CEO in a company called Butterfield Corp something like that. She said I was good and I can be a good CEO in the future. I'm glad with that too.

After a few weeks, we need  to do our Individual Oral Presentation (IOP). I choose Half Alive as my tittle. Actually I want to present about paranormal activities and out of body experience but my colleague had done it so I need to change my content. At the end, I present about ZOMBIES since they are not fully alive and they are not even dead. After my presentation, she said; I give less grammatical error in my presentation and I can presented very well. I'm glad again.

Half Alive - Zombies

Lastly, I met her on my Job Interview. It was not a real job interview. It was just like a test or a practice for our course. She said, I can answer quite well with less language error. She asked me whether I got band 4 for my MUET exam and I said I only got band 3. She was like there's must be something wrong with the MUET because you can do it well. That was my fourth time and again, I'm glad.

Job Interview does produce butterfly in my stomach

I was so proud of myself but again and again she doesn't remember me. She forgot how good I was. She always think I'm a new person to her. It does break me. It does make me sad. It does tear me up.

But yesterday, she called out my name. She did remember me. This time I'm truly glad. Now I know, we can never judge people. Maybe they know you but it's hard to call you out. She did remember me.