Result nye camne ?

assalamualaikum ..

alhamdulillah harini Allah masih lagi kurniakan aku nyawa untuk bernafas

alhamdulillah Allah lancarkan sepanjang hari ini

terima kasih Allah :)

hari ni , 9 February 2012 bersamaan hari Khamis . cukup indah hari ni

hari ni cerah sampai ke petang , berangin di tengahari

sebenanye nak cakap hari ni result untuk sem 1 aku da kua

erghh cuak ! memang la cuak . sapa tak cuak bila nak dapat result kan ?

walaupun ni dapat tau result lulus or gagal je

tapi kira result la jugak kan . hehe

aku pon type la laman web tempat nk check tu sebab senior kata kalau check by SMS lembab ciket 

so aku pon tekan la keyboard ni pelan-pelan , satu-satu ...

tadaaaa !!

alhamdulillah sume lulus :)
aku bersyukur sangat walau pun baru tau lulus gagal
sebab maksudnye sem depan aku takde repeat paper
alhamdulillah again
thank you Allah
:)

p/s : again and again aku ucapkan kalimah alhamdulillah . bersyukur sangat . terima kasih Allah

my essay , Party

"Sophie, don't be too sad. What if you join me to go to some parties this weekend?", suggested Hanna when i met her yesterday. I thought i should go since there was nothing to be done. As i just opened the WIND, my cake shop, Hanna suggested me to go there and started to promote my shop.

"This is your opportunity to forget Etiqaz and start a new life",said Hanna. She is my very best friend. She knew everything about me including my story with Etiqaz. She always be by my side when i was in tears or in jovial mood. For me, having a friend like her is  such the best gift in my life.
"I can't wait for this weekend". I felt very excited even though there was still sadness in myself. I hoped all of the parties would leave footprints in my life.

After a few days waiting, the day came. I believed that Saturday night would make the two of us in euphoria.
"Sophie, do you bring all stuff that we need for tonight?", asked Hanna with a bright smile. That kind of smile brought a thousand of meaning that only both of us knew it.
"Of course i bring them, Hanna. I'll not ruin this night".
Both of us wore a long dress for the first party that we wanted to go. The theme of that party was masquerade. When we arrived at that party, we wore mask to hide our face. Hanna pulled my hand to get into the crowd.

There was a lot of people in that party. As all of us wore mask, nobody would recognize who we were. Hanna had introduced me to all he friends. Actually, i felt ashamed to meet her friends as i was just a stranger to them. After a few minutes chatting with them, i realized that they were friendly and nice. I gave them my name card in order to introduce my cake house.

As what i thought, they would ask me that question.
"Why it is WIND?", they asked me with a curious feeling.
"It has a story behind that name", Hanna answered them.
"But maybe we will talk about it later, can we ?".
They just nodded their head and we continued having fun.

After about one hour in that party, we decided to go to the next party for that night. We asked their permission to leave the party early. After saying goodbye, we got into the car and started to changed our clothes. As we wanted to go to birthday party, we just wore a skirt and a blouse. We tried to be as simple as we can but still look nice.

"Hanna, do you see my shoes?".
"There! Under your seat".
It was such a topsy turvey. Everything was like flying around in the car. Later, we were driving to Sara's house where the birthday party was held.

When we reached that place, Sara was waiting in front of the door with a coy smile. We said sorry to her for our late present and gave her present that we bought. She felt happy because we came to her party and asked us to enjoy the food. There was a lot of food such as fried chicken, nuggets, ice cream, cake, donuts and others. Looking at the food gave me an urge to eat all of them. They looked so yummy and delicious.

When i saw all the food, i realized something is missing. There were no cup cakes.
"Sara, why don't you put cup cakes on the menu?"
"I want to but i don't know who can do that for me".
Then, i gave her my name card. She was shocked that i had a cake shop. She promised me to order come cakes if she had another party.

Just like before, we asked Sara's permission to leave the place because we had other things to do. After that, we got into the car again and change our clothes again in order to go to another party. It was such a great Saturday night.

betul la kot

assalamualaikum..

harini hari ahad , salam maulidurrasul :)

mood harini kurang baek

pagi tadi aku bangun awal . awal la dari hari2 biasa . bangun2 , aku pegi sidai kaen yang basuh malam tadi . okay la ikhlas kan diri . lagi pon memang takde benda pon aku nak buat . mood aku pon okay lagi , maklumla pagi2 baru bangun kan .

pagi tadi jugak , aku tolong cat bilik kat umah aku ni . bilik tu nanti nak dijadikan bilik pengantin kakak aku nanti . kitorang cat warna gold kekuningan . bak kata mak aku cat ni bau wangi cam bau lemon . yela tu kot .

petang plak aku dok lepak2 je kat bilik . pastu aku turun untuk makan sambil tengok tb . erm bosan nye la dok kat umah . rutin harian sama je tiap2 hari . tak lama pastu , someone disturb my mood . terus aku takde mood lansung .

biasa nye ade sorang ni tempat aku mengadu or luahkan masalah aku . tapi dia plak ada hal betul2 waktu aku perlukan dia . betul la orang kata jangan mengharapkan orang laen dapat bantu kita . mengadu pada yang Esa lebih bagus . dah tentu dapat ketenangan . tak payah la kita nak harapkan orang lain dapat tenangkan kita melainkan diri kita sendiri.

terima kasih buat orang tersebut sebab buat aku sedar sume ni . thanks a lot 

so conclusion nye jangan sandarkan pape harapan kat orang lain melainkan diri kita sendiri dan engatla kita masih ada Dia walau ape keadaan kita sekali pon .

*dapat pengajaran

HAHAHA

assalamualaikum .. haha suda agak lama aku tak bukak blog ini . suda taon 2012 da skang .. maaf dipinta :)


skang ni aku tenga cuti sem buat kali pertama kat usm , so enjoy sakan la . tapi majlis kawen kakak aku da nak dekat , so mengemas umah jela keje aku . dah macam nak pindah umah da gaya nye.


kemas punya kemas , selongkar punye selongkar , aku jumpa banyak kertas2 exam aku waktu sekola menengah dulu . hehe . old skul da kertas2 tersebut . nak dijadikan cerita , aku jumpa kertas karangan BI aku . yg bm aku tak tau da pi mana . aku baca balik essay aku tu , perhh hebat jugak aku buat karangan waktu tu . haha masuk bakul angkat sendiri . tapi syes weyh aku tak caya aku yang buat dulu tau .


p/s: sila abaikan grammer . HAHA .

- S I L E N T -

The pitter patter of a little boy's foot woke the silent air around the cake shop. As he approached the window, he pointed inside and shouted to his mother,

"Mummy! Mummy! What is that wobbly sign?"

"Darling, that is the letter W. So, how does it spell?"

With a twisted face, the little boy smirked,

"Mummy dear don't you know how you spell wind"

As the mother glanced into the shop, she took the boy's hand and said that she likes strawberry cakes. Gently she pulled him into the shop.

Strawberry cakes. This is my favorite cakes as this cake hold a million of stories. This story only plays with two characters. This is the story of me and him.

His name is Etiqaz. He is my very best friend for now. He is a divine scenery make especially for my eyes. He has a very handsome look as his father is a Portuguese  while his mother is an Arabian. He got that mix blood from them . One thing that make me attracted to him is his eyes. They are like golden orbes and i like it very much. Besides, those beauty, i find myself, Sophilea as a usual and ordinary person but i have a very huge top secret. I keep it in the deepest part of my heart. The thing is i love him but the way he treats me make me silent my feelings. Anyway i only his normal friend. So, i decided to let it be like what he wants.

We are always together, to school, to shop and to everywhere. If someone didn't know about us, they will think that we are a pair of lovers but somehow the truth is we all have already know.

One fine day, i baked a cake. A strawberry cake. It was my childhood's greatest food to be eaten but now it was great to me for making. The strawberry cake had covered with chocolate flavor and also a small slices of fresh strawberry on top of it. I put some raisin around it to make the cake look like a gold. When i started to talk about the cake, i get an urge to eat it. I brought the cake to school on that day.

"Argh! Today classes feel too long", i shouted silently in my heart.

"Okay. That's all for today's classes", said the teacher.

"Yeah!" i yelled involuntary. Everybody in the class were staring at me. Oh my God! i felt very ashamed on that particular time so i ran as fast as possible to get out from that class.

"What?! You are yelling in front of the class?" asked Etiqaz with an unbelievable face. This is me. I like to share everything with him. Sometimes, it was not important enough to tell anyone but i told him. This is because i like him but maybe as a 'friend' for now.

We sat together under a tremendous tree besides our class.

"Ah, yes! This is for you". i took out the cake from my bag and gave it to him. His face was pleasant when his golden orbes saw the cake.

"Do you bake it by yourself?"

"Yes, i am", i replied with proudness on my face.

"Oh no! i will get stomachache after this", he replied with a laugh.

Then we laughed together and enjoyed the cake. After finishing all thing, he said that he likes my cake and asked me to bake the cake again for him. I just nodded my head. From that day on. my effort on baking cakes had increased. I started to make delightful cakes just for him. i think this is the happiest part of my life.

The holiday came across. I and Etiqaz had decided to spend our holiday together in an island, named Ester Island. I had prepared everything a day before we went to that island.

" I can't wait for tomorrow".

When the day came, i went to the airport but not forgetting to bring my strawberry cake along. I met him there and he had catched my eyes.

We arrived to that island after two and a half hours journey. The place was so good. We had decided to go sight-seeing around the island. There were so many places to go but the most important thing is i always with him. Only two of us.

After visiting so many places, we took a rest on a bench near the beach. It was a huge place maybe destined for us. I took out my cake and served it. We ate the cake together. He ate the cake silently and when i look at him, he was smiling at me.

"This cake was wonderful same as this place".

I just smiling at him back. Sometimes, i am speechless when there were only two of us.

After a few minutes, the blowing of the wind from the beach had attracted me to go towards it. We walked along the beach and he started to share his story with me and so do i.

"i love when the wind caresses my skin",said Etiqaz with something in his mind.

"i love it too", i replied with a smile.

At the middle of evening, we went for spree shopping in one of the famous souvenir outlets in that island called Miracle. I bought some shirts for my family and a few cutey key-chain for my beloved friends but I have not decided yet what i wanted to buy for him.

Out of the blue, Etiqaz grabbed my hand and brought me to the left side of Miracle. He showed me a ring and wanted me to try it. It is fit on my finger.

"How wonderful this ring is but what is the carve on this ring means?", i asked him.

There is a carve of a word "MY WIND" on the ring. He said it is just a carve and he wanted to give the ring to me so that i will always remember him. Of cause i will. I felt like be appreciated by him when he gave me the ring.

My watch showed the time is up. Our fight to returned home at 6.45 o'clock. So, we packed all of our stuff to get ready to go home.

In the aeroplane, i felt so haggard but i knew this was the euphoria of my life. I would not ever forget about today. The exhausted for the whole day make us fall asleep. Then, something shaked woke me up. It was like a clone of earthquake on air happened.

"Etiqaz, what is happening?"

"Keep calm sophi. Everything will be just fine. I will always with you".

His word and voice make me feel safe. I just remembered hearing everyone shouted for help and all was dark. My head got a very high pressure. I am unconscious.

When i opened my eye, everything was white. Do i die? I hold my head and tried to remember everything. My tears flow on my cheek when i got my mind back. He was gone. Etiqaz truly had leaved me alone. One thing that i know after that is life must go on. Let bygones be bygones. I started a new life without Etiqaz. It was hard but i had to tried.

One week after i discharged from the hospital, one of Etiqaz's friends came to see me and gave me his diary. I read it from the beginning till the end. My tears flow out again when i turned to the last page. It was stated that...

"Sophilea, you are my W.I.N.D"

"My Wonderful, Intelligent, and Naughty Dear"

"I love you till the end of my life even i didn't say it out loud"

On that time, i felt regretted to silent my feelings towards him but nothing will be changed now. 

I opened a cake shop after finishing my study. The shop's name is WIND. I named it as a symbol of my love and memory to Etiqaz. This is a real story of me and him.

I have realized the world when a woman and his son entered my shop.

"Yes madam. What can i help?"

"I want two cups of strawberry cake for me and my dearly son", said the woman while smiling to his son.

-the end-